The Mollies - "Float My Boat"

Amy Kuney - Gasoline Rainbows - Official Music Video

Mindy Gledhill - Anchor

Ne-Yo - Mad[Dance Choreography]

really rough week ahead..
im kinda fucked up with all these things..oh well...i need a distraction a bit..jump and start to fly (again)...
my body's hurt, so do my brain..but i think what i feel is the worst part of all..
and as usual..c'est la vie..life goes on and i'm on stage, ready to play..

until the curtain rises up..i'll be waiting in desperate.
and nervous
and tormented
and torn

APART.

Iwan Fals-Aku Milikmu

Klakustik-Yogyakarta

Aleluia,aleluia ao Senhor poderoso-(bis)

Aleluia,santo,santo é o Senhor poderoso.

Digno de louvor,digno de louvor

Tu és santo,santo é o Senhor poderoso

Digno de louvor,digno de louvor.Amém.

Kowé iku padhanging jagat . . . Semono uga padhangmu kudu sumunar ana ing ngareping wong, supaya wong sumurup panggawému sing becik, banjur mulyakaké Ramamu kang ana ing swarga.

Aja padha sumelang karo uripmu, . . . awit Ramamu ing swarga wus pirsa, yen iku mau kabeh dadi kabutuhanmu. Ananging Kratoning Allah sarta kautamané iku padha upayanen dhisik, nuli samubarang iku mau kabéh bakal diparingaké marang kowé.

See you in 3 more hours! ;)

happiest moment in life (past)

Ya Tuhan,

ku serahkan jiwaku kepadaMu...dan peganglah tanganku selalu
agar aku kuat menjalani hidupku


dalam suka



dalam duka

AMEN

read that dear :)

i never thought that i would miss the word ONLINE more than rite now..and i always wait u here..

waHeshni واحشني

i hate myself today.

i said something i shouldn't tell anybody about it and it should feel relieved but instead my palm is hurt and even more my heart...and i hate this.

*sigh*
jangan pernah kau ulangi lagi itu nak..simpan saja sendiri..disguise your inner feeling and nobody would hurt u

mengalah saja, pergi jauh bawa berlari semua yang kau rasa, menangislah di tengah ombak, berteriaklah di keramaian dan diamlah di tengah keheningan..

sampai satu-satunya yang kau dengar hanyalah detak jantungmu sendiri.

saat itu, engkau HIDUP.

kenapa harus aku yang selalu mengalah....*sigh*....




tetapi mungkin bukan itu kalimat yang pas. lebih tepatnya...aku memang harus mengalah...

Ya Tuhan..topanglah aku dalam naungan kasihMu...

hey!

it's been a while..kinda busy with stuff u know..work and fun and everything! :) hmm..sekarang lumayan ada waktu lega (actually i can't sleep that's why..) and remembered some days ago i added my 'new friend' and it seemed that he's newbie in this fake world..to make it quick, somehow i know his blog (tanya kenapa?) and it's quite simple with just some archives there...something that impress me wasn't the layout or css sort of stuff..but every single words he wrote.

i met him in real..well almost 1 month we had to work together for some projects,he's kind of quite guy with lovely eyes n lips,pretty tall and charming smile, but that's not the point. he's sort of hide something from the way he look, and he always shows a cheerful face with soft tone, very lovely indeed.. and then i find out that he's very original when it comes to writing...

and that's torturing me. all the words there show the humbleness of who he is,despite of everything he already achieved, and it's very clear in the air..
contrary with a friend of mine who always had a 'competition' with this little girl who very corky in everything..it adds so much layers in my life.

and suddenly i was sad..thinking of everything..u see my time here is only 15 days ahead and i should go to other isolated part of this world and come back here again on july ( u promise,right?)...such a long journey i already have ^^

well..for my new friend..thank u for being an inspiration although u never know that but u strengthen my beliefs on everything that the most precious thing is SIMPLICITY.

empire state of mind!

hhfttt... >.<

i feel mixed..and tired at the same time..u see,i feel empty and i need help..but i can't say that..semua hanya kupendam..i hate to wear the mask, but i have to
i like icons, seperti berguna untuk menutupi perasaan yang sebenarnya..especially when i talked through the air and the cables and the wireless..

rasanya pengen tenggelam dan di saat bersamaan ride the waves..aku rindu laut,aku rindu pantai dan segala sesuatu di atasnya..aku rindu menuliskan segala kepedihanku dan meninggalkan ombak menghapusnya..aku rindu melihat matahari hilang ditelan malam dan felt that lucky to witness it..

dan memang benar, segala sesuatu yang datang dari hati..akan sampai juga ke hati.

I can feel you
in the rising tide
Can you feel me
by the fire side?

For the moonlight
Through the cherry trees
Open the roof
and take in the view
cause you're my sweetest dream
come true

You're my sweetest dream
come true

Color the dusk deep navy blue
and try to be brave
cause I'll be right beside you
There's a world so high

Hold out your hands
and you can go anywhere
so reach for the stars
cause I'll be waiting up there
and you can finally fly
cause you'll be lighter than air