im not..

ok..it aint easy, i know..well.. so whatcha gonna do? this is what i called life. messed up, i lost control and i think i dont really like it. at all..
like u are trapped between angel and devil, dry and wet, hot and cold, man and woman, parents and children, strong and weak,friend and enemy, like and dislike, hairy and bold, happy and tears, health and sick, life and death... between heaven and earth.

tapi TUHANmu mengukur langit dan bumi hanya dengan jengkalnya...

dec 17.o3
harusnya ada yang datang neh heiehie berhubung berhalangan jadinya ditunda deh gpp soalnya aku juga kan mo pegi, ntar ga ada yang nemenin xixixi..ntar march aja baru dateng yah! *pede*

hmmm dah lama ga ol, lama juga kagak ngisi blognya..[beneran ga seh lama ga ol?? hayoo...].. kemaren kemaren mah ada ide nulisnya, cuman males ahh..nantilah kapan kapan aja baru masukin lage BleH &%^&^(**^$%^$)
nehhh lagu buat kamu..tangkappp!!


There’s no need to argue anymore.
I gave all I could but it left me so sore
And the thing that makes me mad
is the one thing that I had

I knew, I knew, I’d lose you.
You’ll always be special to me,
special to me, to me.

And I remember all the things we once shared.
Watching tv movies on the living room armchair.

But they say it will work out fine.
Was it all a waste of time
cause I knew, I knew, I’d lose you

You’ll always be special to me,
special to me, to me.

Will I forget in time.
You said I was on your mind.
There’s no need to argue,
No need to argue anymore.
There’s no need to argue anymore.
Special.

dec 9th,03
1.02 pm

hMmm..kagak ada kerjaan, nemenin teman ..tadi ada mood seh pen buat poster buat skripsi [aneh kan yah?] xixxixi dosennya funkee,outlinenyah harus dalam bentuk poster..barusan beli kertas poster..semalam kagak bisa bobo [bukan karena ituuu lho ya...!]:P tapi hati berdebar debar *dramatis* hehehe soalnya mikir skripsi lol jadinya pagi bangun trus buat outlinenyah..ga mau mandi ah kalo belon selesai lol..
dah selesai tinggal dipindahin aja..makan trus pergi lagi..ujann ugh..mana pakaian susahh keringnyah apalagi jeans getu bleH !
oiyaa..bokap datang heihehe as usual lahh ketemuan cuman beberapa minutes trus ya udah pegi lagi dia xixixi..jadi communicatenyah telpon-telponan ajahh..aneh yah tinggal sekota kagak ketemuan:P
uhmm uhmmm tadi sempet ketemu pacarnyah handuk biru ol *lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hehehe tapi lagi jauh dianyah jadinya centil ajaa kita di #
trus jadi inget deh ama hotel di magelang heihehiehie pengenn ke sanaaa! ntar lah kapan kapan kalo punya duit! lol...gile aja harganya ajubileee...kaul kali kalo lulusan ajahh!:P
uhmm iseng ah buat list..co kek gimana seh yang lu suka? hahahaha

like : sensehh [bisa nangis], bisa nari, suka ketawa, has nice eyes
dislike : tukang merintah![enak aja], geek,moody [bleh!]
something like that..rotfl

p.s. knape ada yang senang yah?? bleh..

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Ahhhhh

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to


p.s. set dah...pulang kagak yah?

NATAL TELAH TIBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!! Asekk asekkkk, renew your heart, body and soul !! ;o)

dec 02.03
16.05

Uhmm...saya punya secret admirer kah?? Uhmm..cuek ahh silahkan ngisi shoutboxnyahh semoga kunjungan anda menyenangkan dan memuaskan *.* jangan malu-malu ngisinyah yah, kalo bisa sekalian sama email add, biar aku minta sama adminnya buat masukin jadi writer juga. Mau kan yahhh?? biar bakatnya tersalurkan:)))